you look so good when you're away from me

PUT ON YOUR BRAVEFACE. this is not a braveface. and i'm not really sure what face it is, but who cares. new hair is pretty identical to old hair really. i can't stop pushing it to the side, even though there's no need. get. a. grip.


okay so today i royally failed in my history exam. i wish i'd had my camera so that i could have taken a picture of my paper, to remind myself of why spending 6 months doing nothing every history lesson is a bad idea. drawings of a dinosaur, the interceptor, and a merryman in a tree is not acceptable for an as history exam about the early stuarts. i'm so annoyed with myself, but i knew that it was coming so i'm not too fussed at the moment. but, saying that i know that when results come, it'l be what does my head in. ah well. i'll just have to hope that my plea to the examiner makes some kind of difference.
next.

i'm being inappropriate again, and i'm worried about tomorrow. i can see it going how i want it to, but then i can also see it going in the completely opposite direction, which in turn will make me all tragic. even though i'm already feeling pretty tragic at the moment, but i'm sure tomorrow could make it worse. i KNOW it could be worse. must just remember to not even care.
neexxxxxxxxxxxxxxtttttttt
when i got home there was a package for me from Xtaster, which was pretty unexpected as i'm still awaiting the one from The Editors gig i street teamed for last year :| but anyway, i never get post anymore, so it was pretty cool. and plus, i was impressed by how good the stuff inside actually was.

now just awaiting bep. christ what is wrong with me. it's weird though. i swear they've been stalking me and have clocked my eminem obsession. winwinwin.


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if we're talking about what life looks like, i looked at my facebook homepage today and saw this. it actually made my day so bad.



i actually cannot wait til soph comes down, and it's so not long away now.